Sunday, November 02, 2025


Just finished this one. I've always been fascinated (and a little jealous) of Crowe's incredible life and the amazing stories that go along with it. He brilliantly captures all of that in this memoir and provides background to his most famous Rolling Stone cover stories, books and movies. His writing style makes this an easy read full of vivid imagery. I particularly loved the parts about the Allman Brothers and his interactions with Greg...


Saturday, October 25, 2025

Black Cat

A little black kitty ran across the road in front of my car while I was on my way to work yesterday...I jokingly thought "this should go well"... 

 Got to work around 5:30 (it was my turn to open the building) and got things opened. I had been out Wednesday and Thursday and during that time we were told to move into the newly renovated area. I immediately had issues with getting the monitors to work. Finally got that fixed and was having problems with web sites accepting the certs on my CAC. Decided to reboot and then the computer wouldn't let me log in at all...Went to the help-desk and was told the certs had been wiped off my cac...I ended up at MPF and got a new card. This is normally something that takes hours to do, but thankfully I was in and out... Get back to my building and get logged on. A co-worker sends me an email saying they're not authorizing any travel during the shutdown that isn't mission critical...I decided to check on the status of mine and was initially told "you will need to cancel"...My trip is Monday. I was not happy, but thankfully I reminded them they had already paid for my attendance last fiscal year and I was eventually cleared to go...I'm looking forward to it. I also have tickets to see My Morning Jacket while I'm there so I'm glad I didn't lose the money on that... 

 Ashley lost her job and the kids are now figuring out their next move...they have a little bit of a nest egg and should be fine. Looking like they'll end up near Steve in Alabama...This also means Patty doesn't travel to see them for Thanksgiving and they're putting off the marriage celebration for a year or so (we were supposed to head to Atlanta in June)... 

 Still waiting for the shutdown to end...I'm still getting paid, so can't complain much. We need to buy Patty a new car, but will wait until we're sure I won't be furloughed at some point...Since I won't be going to Atlanta, once I'm good with pay I can now plan a bigger trip somewhere...Yosemite to Sequoia is one trip I'd like to do...I'm not going to limit myself. I may also look at Iceland and Germany or Prague. Patty had Spain last year, so I won't feel too bad if I do a solo trip. We'll plan a trip for both of us in the future...might not be until we no longer have dogs...we'll see...

Saturday, October 18, 2025

They Might Be Giants

Concert Setlist

Show in STL tonight was an absolute delight. I smiled the whole time. Full band including horns.

1st set was all Apollo 18 (except Working Undercover for the Man). 2nd Set was a mix.

Set 1:

  • Synopsis for Latecomers
  • The Statue Got Me High
  • Turn Around
  • She's Actual Size
  • Mammal
  • Narrow Your Eyes
  • I Palindrome I
  • Spider
  • The Guitar
  • Working Undercover for the Man
  • Dinner Bell
  • Fingertips
  • She's an Angel
  • Doctor Worm

Set 2:

  • Moonbeam Rays
  • Brontosaurus
  • Where Your Eyes Don't Go
  • I'll Sink Manhattan
  • Call You Mom
  • New York City (cub cover)
  • Ana Ng
  • Older
  • James K. Polk
  • Let Me Tell You About My Operation
  • Shoehorn With Teeth
  • Particle Man
  • Birdhouse in Your Soul

Encore:

  • Istanbul (Not Constantinople) (The Four Lads cover)

Encore 2:

  • Twisting

Thursday, October 16, 2025

The Shower Lottery

I won the shower lottery! A few times a year we'll get double pressure from our shower and it feels awesome. I like to think it has something to do with the town water supply, but probably an internal issue that will end up costing...Ah, but today I am a winner...

Wednesday, October 15, 2025

An unHappy Birthday...

I get that I'm now 52 and birthday's aren't supposed to be a big deal when you're older but it would have been nice to hear from either of the boys, or gotten some acknowledgement from my parents, or maybe had my wife stay awake to eat dinner with me...Getting a little tired of being alone in the world...

Friday, October 03, 2025

New Glasses

Got new driving glasses today. I currently have driving glasses, computer glasses and reading "cheaters"...Can't wait until they come up with a lens I can just adjust with an app. Spider bite on my arm...hopefully the red patch doesn't spread. Sox lost last night...better luck next year.

Sunday, September 28, 2025

Bento Boxes 29 Sep -2 Oct

Peruvian chicken, black beans and feta, mixed blackberry and strawberry, and spinach cucumber and tomato salad. Cups are cilantro lime jalapeƱo sauce and Italian salad dressing.

Saturday, September 27, 2025

Haunted bedroom...

Fell asleep listening to a podcast...ended up having some strange haunted dreams...Woke up to see my bedroom door slowly opening on its own...It was because the AC had kicked on and just air moving through the house, but those few seconds of confusion were weird and wonderful until I could laugh at it...apparently fright makes me feel alive...

Halfway There: My 2024 Reading Recap (and What's On the Nightstand)

Halfway There: My 2024 Reading Recap (and What's On the Nightstand)

Halfway There: My 2024 Reading Recap (and What's On the Nightstand)

Man, I swear the year just flew by, but looking back at my reading list, I guess I've managed to put a decent dent in the stack of books waiting for me. Between worrying about DoD RIFs, seeing Phish, and trying to keep up with Patty, finding time to just sit down and get lost in a story is important, ya know?

Here's a look at the dozen books I've ripped through so far this year, from the music bios that scratch that itch to the historical epics that keep me up late.


The Groovy Corner: Jam Bands, R.E.M., and the Music That Matters

I guess the musical theme really stuck with me this year. It was nice to dive deep into the scenes that shaped me.

  1. The Name of This Band Is R.E.M. by Peter Ames Carlin

    This biography is fantastic—an in-depth look at how four eccentric college friends from Athens, Georgia, became the voices of a generation. It’s a great cultural history of the late 80s and 90s rock scene and how the guys stuck together, even when things got nuts. Really made me appreciate their whole journey.

  2. Your Song Changed My Life: From Jimmy Page to St. Vincent... by Bob Boilen

    NPR's Bob Boilen (from All Songs Considered and Tiny Desk Concerts) interviews 35 artists about the *one* song that flipped a switch and made them grab an instrument. It was a cool blend of musical memoir and deep interviews. It reminds you how much power a simple tune can have when you're 13 or 14.

  3. This Has All Been Wonderful: A Travel Monologue from Summer 1994, the Year Phish Became Phish by David Steinberg

    If you're into the Phish scene, this is an essential read. It’s a road diary from the pivotal summer of '94, right before the band went from small theaters to arenas. Steinberg captured that pre-cell phone, pre-ubiquitous internet energy of following a band across the country. Reminded me of my own time on the road.

  4. Sharing in the Groove: The Untold Story of the '90s Jam Band Explosion and the Scene That Followed by Mike Ayers

    An oral history, straight from the source, about the rise of **Phish**, Dave Matthews Band, Widespread Panic, and the whole crew. It really nails how these bands built a successful DIY counterculture that totally flew under the mainstream radar, keeping that Grateful Dead ethos alive and setting the stage for things like Bonnaroo.


Getting Weird: Sci-Fi, Magic, and Mad Scientists

My brain always needs a good dose of the weird and wonderful. These definitely delivered.

  1. Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency by Douglas Adams

    Adams proves once again he's a genius. **Dirk Gently** is a detective who solves crimes based on the "fundamental interconnectedness of all things." It's got everything: a ghost, time travel, a ridiculously stuck sofa, and an Electric Monk who thinks the world is pink. Utterly absurd and brilliant—though I admit, the ending was a little *too* holistic for my taste.

  2. Anima Rising by Christopher Moore

    Moore is my go-to for hilarious chaos. This one is set in 1911 Vienna where painter **Gustav Klimt** finds a mysterious nude woman (who might be the Bride of Frankenstein) floating in the Danube. He seeks help from Sigmund Freud and Carl Jung as she recalls her arctic past and being chased. It's as wild and funny as it sounds.

  3. Aurelia by Stephen R. Lawhead

    A solid piece of historical fantasy, setting the stage for the King Arthur legend. It follows **Aurelia** in the time when the Romans bailed on Britain, leaving chaos behind. She has to raise her sons, Aurelius and Uther (yep, *Uther*), with help from Merlin, to figure out what kind of world comes next. Lawhead always brings the depth.

  4. A Darkness Returns by Raymond E. Feist

    The first book in his new Dragonwar Saga, this is classic Feist and a huge crossover, connecting his Firemane Saga with the original Riftwar Cycle. The main character, Hatu, is dragged to Midkemia and has to get serious about his magic because there are dark forces—like the Church of the One and literal beings from the Void—coming for everyone. Great, sprawling epic fantasy.


The Heavy Hitters: History, Tech, and Thrills

Sometimes you need a story that grapples with real-world issues, past or future.

  1. The Four Winds by Kristin Hannah

    This book was a gut punch. Set during the Dust Bowl in 1934 Texas, it tells the story of **Elsa Martinelli**, a woman who has to choose between fighting for her dying land or taking her family west to California, becoming an "Okie." It's a raw, emotional look at the depths of the Great Depression and one woman’s incredible resolve.

  2. The Coming Wave: Technology, Power, and the Twenty-first Century's Greatest Dilemma by Mustafa Suleyman

    A serious and frankly, a bit unsettling, look at where **AI and synthetic biology** are taking us. Suleyman, who co-founded DeepMind, lays out the "containment problem"—how do we keep control over these insanely powerful technologies? It's a must-read if you want to understand the next 10 years, and it definitely had my inner security professional glued to the pages.

  3. The Secret of Secrets by Dan Brown

    The latest **Robert Langdon** novel. You know the drill: symbology, history, ancient conspiracies, and a frantic race across an old European city—this time, Prague. Langdon has to find his colleague, Katherine Solomon, who disappeared right before publishing a book that would disrupt everything we think we know about human consciousness. Fast-paced, as always.


Currently Reading

  1. Circle of Days by Ken Follett

    I'm just getting into this one, and I'm already hooked. Follett always delivers on the sweeping historical scale, and this book tackles one of the greatest mysteries: **Stonehenge**. It’s set during the time the monument was being built, following a flint miner and a priestess who share the vision for the great stone circle. Seems like it's going to be a classic Follett epic about humanity, war, and engineering against a dramatic historical backdrop. Looking forward to losing myself in this one over the next few weeks.


Well, that's what's been running through my brain lately. Next up, maybe something lighter, but hey, you never know where the reading list will take you.

more later,

EZ

Jeff Tweedy Twilight Override (FULL ALBUM)

Morning listening...love Wilco, but Jeff's solo stuff just suits me a little better...

Friday, September 26, 2025

Just rambling

Got my covid, flu and pneumonia shots today. Hoping I don't have any side effects. I assume if I try this next year I'll be labelled a criminal. Sad what's become of our country. Made grilled chicken tikka and rice for dinner...my mouth still feels it, but I also feel happy. Sooo good. 2nd only to the Brisket Mac-n-Cheese Bombs I had at Jim 'N Nicks while visiting Julian and Ashley last week as the best foods I've eaten this month. I plan on making braised beef short ribs Sunday, so that should round out the top 3. Hoping the Sox can get a win and make the post-season tonight. Last 3 games are against Detroit and could go either way...fingers crossed. Hitting ISC2 Security Congress in Nashville at the end of October. Last year's actually motivated me in my career field and I'm hoping for more of the same. Last year I was in Vegas and I got to enjoy the strip along with seeing my old friend Charissa. Will be seeing her and her son who recently switched to cybersecurity at this year's event. I have a goal to make a friend that I stay in contact with throughout the year at this one...actually a bit of big step for me.

September 2025 recap

Got a new car. I'd driven my Kia Sorento for 11 years and it was time. Was originally thinking of a 4 Runner, but realized me getting a car meant Patty would also want a car, so I settled on a Rav4 Hybrid. Getting about 40mpg right, so no complaints there. Also nice that I can finally get all the SiriusXM stations (Kia was limited due to an older model receiver in the car).
Went do Atlanta and got to see Julian and Ashley*. Saw Phish. 1st night I bowed out early because I just wasn't gelling with the setlist. 2nd night was great. Nice to hang with friends Jackie and Mark as well. I also got to meet/see some of .net folks while I was down there. Did a hike with JandA and ended up falling and will now have scar on my left knee for the forseable future. Did another hike with Rob and Jason from .net. Very enjoyable as Rob is from the area and always finds interesting places.
Siding on the house is finally finished and we've received all our payments from insurance (now time to look for new insurance company). Once again worried about future of DoD jobs et al. Not sure if a RIF is coming or not. I'm thinking with my amount of time in service I should be pretty well insulated, but you never know with these guys...Transcom is also funded via a working capitol group so we may be okay for a while... Patty is currently out of town. I'm schedule for covid,flu and pneumonia shots today...we'll see if I have energy to do any projects around the house after that.
*Juluan is my son via marriage to Patty, he and Ashley recently got married after several years of being together.